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Like a Rubber Shrinks {Confidence}

The mirror always reflects what you want to see

Like a pencil rubber shrinks, this confidence is beaten down after every mistake made, and for the sake of the chaos it creates on this white and plain paper sheet, all that feel right to do is to squeeze this complete disordered paper and throw it as far as it could go. Away from sight and memory. 

How exciting it will feel to be able to start on a new page; Oh sweet wisdom, remind her that she will definitely make yet another mistake on her new page. That she might learn not to waste precious time and sheets on avoiding the inevitable imperfection, and miss out the realms  of the process. Teach her confidence to sketch over the rough space of this sheets, and give it a beautiful tattoo, shades in colors. 


It keeps slipping away,this strength, velour, and confidence by every experience in which forces her to come face to face with the fears of the unknown; discovery left her in awe of herself, ''for the fears to be afraid of are the only ones she took her whole life to create'' 

Like a rubber shrinks this confidence reduces, but like a circle with no exit, this confidence she will never let go; so, you can beat and bit on her skin, she won't allow the pain get into her place of confidence. she will dive into the unknown and make many mistakes and fall in love with the beautiful scars which tell the invaluable experiences.

And although life is a queer with its twists and turns, when she look at herself in a mirror, she could see that every day, and in every way, she is getting better and better, and yet better she will become.

Are you a Male or a Female reading this post right now? don't allow anyone tell you that you can't make it right again just because you got it wrong the first time. Live in your humble confidence


African-Child-Dreams

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